Have you ever asked God “why?”
Have you ever questioned His existence?
Have you ever screamed out in agony wondering why YOU even exist?
Have you ever wondered how a “loving God” could allow such pain and suffering?
Have you ever sat in a puddle of your own tears and felt you couldn’t go on?
Have you ever felt the hatred burning in your bones?
Have you ever tried to wake up hoping it was just a nightmare?
Have you ever sought answers but found none?
Have you ever wondered “why me”?
Have you ever put on a fake smile just so you didn’t have to talk about it?
Have you ever wanted to just start all over?
Have you ever wanted to give up? Everyday?
Have you ever wondered why you couldn’t get in on the good side of life?
Have you ever felt cursed?
Have you ever felt sad and regretted so much of your life?

I have to ALL the above! Many times over actually. So much so that, at least right now, I don’t even believe in God anymore. Too much had happened and too much just doesn’t make sense. I hope you have the good days too, the ones where everything doesn’t feel quite so bad. I live for those days. HUGS!
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Same here. I believe in a “higher power” but can’t believe like “Christiana” do… My ex was a Baptist pastor for 20years then an evangelist for 2….
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