The divorce is soon approaching. I’m excited and nervous. Excited that it’s coming to a close, but nervous that my ex will try to delay it anyway he can.
This past week I had to attend a Conflict Resolution class aka an Anger Management Class for one of my boys who got in a fight at school. The things she explained about anger and how we deal with things brought back so many memories of how my ex would be. She talked about how when someone gets in your face the natural reaction is to lash out or push them away. All this time my ex tried to convince me that I was the abusive one because I would defend myself or push him away etc.
It really got me to thinking about my life with him. His abuse etc. I feel like it is time to dig deeper. I’ve tried to ignore and forget all he did, but I think it’s time to face it instead.